Through the years since I finished my graduate degree I've often wondered if I would ever go into the workforce in my career of choice. I've worked my entire adult life, all through grad school, having all my kids, putting Bill through his grad school, everything. But it was outside my field and I always thought of it as a stop gap until the fabled day that Bill would make big bucks and I could stop working or just do something small on the side. Well, the big bucks maybe aren't as big as we had dreamed, or wage stagnation is a real thing, or our family is bigger than the norm and we need to earn more, or whatever you want to say to describe it. Also, turns out that maybe I don't want to stop working. Maybe I like it and need it and it's a fable that you can live on one income in present day America anyway. Maybe what I learned in childhood about families and jobs and buying homes and being able to afford to live isn't as applicable to my present adulthood. Whatever the cause, when I found out in November that my flexible, decently well paid, fully remote job of 12 years was automating and phasing out my position in 2022, the job hunt began.
If I had my druthers I would probably work 25 or 30 hours a week in something I wanted to do, leaving me time to take care of the million other parts of my life. But since I haven't seen a part time job yet in my search that pays more than maybe half of my current compensation, I'm looking for a full time job and all that entails. Truly I don't know how it's all going to work out. I'm not exactly sure how you have two full time working parents and four kids and all their needs and live a life that doesn't feel like you're barely hanging on. But unless something different than what I'm expecting comes along, looks like we're going to try it out and see.
So I'm actively looking for a job and interviewing. The process is moving along and as everyone that has job hunted knows, it's full of ups and downs and spurts of motivation to be followed with periods of feeling like it's never going to work out and what's the point of trying? Here's hoping it's not too terribly long and I can find something that works for me and my crew. In the meantime, we're tightening our belts and pretending we're doing one of those trendy no spend months and hoping and praying for the best.
Sometimes I really wonder about Chloe. This was how she watched a show one day this week.
The kids got new PJs or loungewear, whichever you want to call it, and that's all they wear now.
Chloe made this one afternoon. It's so cool to see her creativity at work.
This was so funny last night. When the kids were tiny Bill would rock a bye baby all of them together and they got such a kick out of it. We recreated it last night. It lasted like half a second before they all collapsed. These kids are not small anymore! Spencer and Genevieve are not only the same height, they both have the exact same size foot now, which is maybe half a size smaller than mine, if that. They are growing like weeds.
I put together this wall decor earlier this week. There will at some point be a console table for all our games that are currently stacked by the couch but it's out of stock so who knows when that will change. But I really like how it turned out. Someday I also plan to paint this wall as an accent wall.
This is in my front entryway and I love it.
We broke in our pizza oven for the first time at our new house on Friday! This pizza was so good. The pizza oven isn't new, but we haven't used it since we lived in Washington. It was fun to do homemade pizzas again.